Monday, November 28, 2011
#LikeAKobe,Emo^| 1:56 PM;
There will always and only be room for you in my heart, no one else but you, just like how there is only room for your letters to be kept safely in my wallet.
Anyway, I heard you got back together with your used-to-be-haters buddies Fang Qi & the SotSots. I'm really glad and happy for you, to know you won't be encountering much friendship problems with them anymore. What's more shocking is that I even discovered the terrible fact that you are intending to head on to ITE after your secondary school studies? How can you even do that, damn, it really worries and saddens me a lot.. I have no reason to think and care for you anymore, but even as a friend, its really suffocating to see people and friends enter ITE; if you don't know, I'll tell you why, those immoral people in there are really gonna give you hell without you knowing it. Girls become sluts in there, boys become failures. There's not much future if you are planning to enter the ITE without changing your attitude towards education, I'm being serious. Please think it through, oh my god :/ What's more, you may get cheated so easily.. *Sighs* Why am I so concerned anyway? *Sighs* I'm really worried. Damn, dear Lord up there, if you can hear me, please, please, that'd be my birthday wish, for her not to ever enter ITE, and have her life literally ruined. I'd give her up, just for that, just for her studies to flourish and her life to go smoothly. Just as long as you don't enter ITE, with your character, with your attitude, trouble will find you easily if you are in there. And I'M NOT JOKING. Some of my friends have shared with me their experiences in ITEs, and trust me, all of it wasn't something to be glorious and wasn't positive at all. Plus, you're not that mature yet, your thinking is still kinda naive, you won't be able to survive in there without being cheated. People tell me, it's good to have you fall at some times, because that is the only way to ensure that you really learn from your lessons. My friends, some of them do tell me that, to take my eyes off you, and take my attention off you, to have you suffer by yourself so that you will wise up in future. But I don't think I really can handle that, I've decided, if you really wanna make it to such extremes, I'd be game to guard and protect you through these two years. I don't care. This may sound crazy don't it? But it's definitely not going to be any more crazy than the people in ITE. I just hope I'd put off NS long enough to see you through these two years. Haishhh~ Omg.. Lina! Don't you ever drop to ITE I'm warning you. Fuck. I'd literally slaughter anyone who dares to play with you.
*deep sigh* You never fail to worry me.