Thursday, December 8, 2011
#LikeAKobe,Emo^| 12:02 AM;
I can't keep up with the act. What should I do? I want to text you so much, but again I'm deterred by your negative and timeless responses.. :/ can someone tell me what to do?
Friday, December 2, 2011
#LikeAKobe,Emo^| 11:57 AM;
Maybe, just maybe..
I've been wrong for too long. Way too long.
Maybe, I've been looking in the wrong places for you. Maybe I'd have even gotten my mindset wrongly about you. Yes and I think it all makes sense.
All this while, I'd never really thought about how you feel. I'd never really spared a thought for you after we broke up. I kept saying I was grieved and pretty much upset over the intense blow, but I didn't think about how you'd have felt too.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so childish, sorry for being so extremely selfish! All this while, all kinds of thoughts went by my mind. All kinds of negative thoughts. And I never once realized to look at it in the way you're directing me in, the way back to our reconciliation.
I finally understand what it means already. And I feel so ashamed of myself right now, for even flaring up and doing all sorts of nonsensical stuff around just to get your attention, though it turned out the wrong way, and possibly even worsened our relationship.
So. I'm going to make one last stand, this one last stand, for you, for me. For what makes me and you happy and blissful. I'm resurrected, barely. With my hopes back right now, I will come back and lets go for it again, darling. Iloveyou. <3
It's been too long since I last uttered these words.